| Random Thoughts Rain On My Parade. |
[29 Nov 2005|09:03pm] |
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Yea, I haven't been able to update inna while.. I guess it's just.. IDK stress and shit. I've been feeling wicked like wierd lately.. like I dont feel like.. I belong anywhere. I know that I have Kristi and Alyssa and Courtney (never again will I let some bullshit come between us). But sometimes I feel like I have no friends. Ehh, I know it's not true, but sometimes it sure as hell feels like it. I know I have my friend Buddy.. who is awesome.. and Mike, and My cous Eric, and Kyle... but it's just sometimes.. it feels like everyone makes plans and shit, and doesnt give two shits to say "hmm.. maybe Liz would like to come".. am I that big of a fucking loser that my friends dont want me around.... ehh things suck sometimes, and it feels like I have no one to talk to... I guess this is why I posted this.. to see if anyone does care at all to read it.
My Thanksgiving was pretty cool. We went to my dad's cause it was his berfday... and it was Dustin and Chris's one year berfday!! yay!! =)... anyways... Uhmm.. I sang at the common, and it was pretty cool.. I wore my big furry jacket...
My friend Buddy might be coming to visit this weekend.. he's awesome =) he's my bitch. haha
...well yah.. I'll deffinately try to update more later!
<3Thanks, to anyone who cares enough to read this
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[05 Nov 2005|04:28pm] |
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Well.. I haven't updated in a while so here goes,
Alyssa's party was awesome on the 29th of October, we all had fun, and it was cool, LOTS of pictures were taken, and a bunch of kids left because there would be illegal activites going on.. haha... it was all good except for the car accident thinger I was in.. but I am ok, no one really got hurt.... except Crystal, of course, she hit her mouth on something and it bled and it was yucky.. but she's ok..
Jesse and I broke up, come to find out that bastard had been seeing his ex-chickenhoe behind my back, and they were supposedly together.. he still lied when I confronted him.. so yah.. I have come to the conclusion that BOYS SUCK, except for a select few whom I love.. I got to be a Nazi in the play, and the other day at drama we were talking about how we should all take a stand about something. And I got really like inspired to do so. But I dont really know what there is to take a stand on yet.. so that's gunna set me back. I might be getting a new Cell for christmas.. WOOT.. and.. uhm yah.. sorry for not updating..it's just.. I've been retarded lately.. well..
Update More Later Lovies <3
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| Nazi! |
[25 Oct 2005|02:42pm] |
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Well Homecoming sucked ass. I ended up leaving early, for "unexplainable" reasons.. and dropped Jesse off, my mom and aunt took me home and we all watched the Ring 2 from like 9-12 or whatever... but yeah.. Pat called me the next day, and I talked to him for a loooooooong time, and he asked me to Prom and whatnot.. so yep. IDGAF.. I'm going with Pat to Prom..
Sunday I went to my dads and had dinner.. and I felt a little sick, and Monday the cast list was put uip.. YAY I'M A NAZI.. haha.. ok.. now that that's outta my system.. I talked to Michele on the bus, and that was all good.. we are cool.. At homecoming we hugged eachother and she met Jesse, and it was cool..
Well I stayed home sick today.. and watched Pet Sematary 2.. and I hate that movie.. it creeps me the fuck out. haha.. rite now Carrie is on.. and I gotta get something warm on to go to my grandparents soon... well update more later
<3Bye Lovies
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| i SAY Y'ALL |
[21 Oct 2005|08:24pm] |
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Hey y'all
Yeah today was ok, we had the pep-rally for the homecoming football game, which be tonite, but I dunno I didnt feel like going. Jesse had to go to church, so like now, I dont have anything to do. I was invited to Tasha's house, and I wish I couldda gone, cause I havent partied in a while... haha yah.. I just got to go see my cutie patootie nephews Dustin and Christopher!! hehe.. It's a lil' sad though, cause Jen lost her baby of 8months, she was preggerz, and the baby died :'( so now I will never get to hold my little nephew in my arms. *tear tear* Jen's feeling a little depressed so my sister is spending time with her.
The drama auditions went pretty, well, I think I wanna be a Nazi (in the play that is) cause you have to be "gaunt looking" and I'm not exactly gaunt for the parts I reallllly wanted and could excel at.. I'm Pleasently Plump. haha.. yah. I am a dork, but y'all love me anyways. In chorus, I am learning to sing goodly. I didn't get to decorate the gym today, friggin' a!!! cause I was "too late" ..
I went to din din with mis abuelos, and they are coming over tomorrow to meet Jesse, and I am realllllly like nervous about that, because they are a WiDDLE RACiST.. Oh well.. I'm sure it'll be ok.. I hope
Jesse better not Bail on me
<3Well update more later lovies
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| AHH!! SNEEZiN'! |
[19 Oct 2005|02:44pm] |
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Yoo, what's up everybody.. haha.. anyways, yeah, today I got my dress for HOMECOMING, well it's a skirt and a top and I'm debating on wether or not I am going to wear pants or the skirt, IDK.. well anyways, yeah I got dismissed early to do that. at like 12pm... anyways, I've been sneexing sooo much today, I hate it. Rite now, I'm watching boy meets world.
We had a college fair today, and rite now I am debating between Worcester State, and Bridgewater State.. hmm.. Child Psychology, is what I wanna major for. Yesterday me and Phylicia were talking about homecoming and all that, and now I'm all excitered =)
<3 Well Update more later
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[17 Oct 2005|06:16pm] |
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Ok, well today was pretty good.. I finally found out that the new math teacher will be Mrs.Beck!!! yay!! hehe I love her, she's wicked nice. Anyways, Jesse and I talked on the phone about Homecoming, and I asked him and he said Yes. So I am like soooo excited. Him and me are dressing up soooooo much.. haha he has the suit, all I need is the dress.
Well today, like I said was pretty normal.. we had a HIMP meeting at Krisit's house, and we are actually writing some real music. I am excited... =) I gotta work on some poems, and shtuff and can put it back to music...Rite now I'm writing in here, and watching the awesome show Laguna Beach, and talking to Phylicia about Homecoming shtuff...
Update more later <3
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| HOLY POOP...THE SUN! |
[16 Oct 2005|04:31pm] |
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YAY!!! today is finally sunny. oh my gosh y'all have no idea how much I waited to see the sun.. haha if that made any sense... well yesterday was awesome.. I didn't hear from Jesse AT ALL.. but I went to my dad's house for dinner, I guess I heard my sister wrong when she said that I would be going to dinner with my grandparents. But it was cool that I went to my dad's.. they are trying to get me to go to Florida with them over Christmas vacation but I dunno. I mean it's not really Christmas if it's not cold and there is no tree, plus Jesse's berfday is the 29th so I dont wanna miss that...but anyways My sister pants my step-brother and we were all laughing we are sooo loud at my dad's house.... Then after, Nick came and picked me up and we went to his house to watch some movies.. like usual I talked all through Boogeyman.. haha I am a dork... and I got to see Chris and Kerrie, and TiMMY!! I love that lil' dude, him and nick were beating the crap outta eachother.. it was so funny.. tough love...
Well today I got up really late, and just took a shower about an hour ago.. I still haven't heard from Jesse, and it's pretty sad that I know where Nick is, and not my own boyfriend...
OH MY GOSH.. at Nick's.. Patrick called my phone. For those of you who don't know Pat.. lemme break it down for ya.. we went out for about 4 months, and broke up because he got arrested.. we didn't talk for a long ass time, then he called me at Nick's.. I was like "WOAH!" so yah, we are talking again I guess.
I really hope Jesse calls me today. I wanna chill with him.. well it's almost 4:45pm, and he always calls me wicked late so yah.. who knows.I'm going to go watch Sleeping Beauty again. :)
<3Update more later lovies
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| just another day |
[15 Oct 2005|12:42pm] |
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Well yesterday was ok.. nothing really special happened. I got to see my cutiepatootie nephew Christopher, and I played with him for a little while before I went to Jesse's. My sister and I were getting him to walk, he'll be ahead of his twin Dustin hehe I love them both. Christopher was laughing soo hard at my sister cause she kept making faces. I wuv his widdle laugh.. haha... At Jesse's we watched an awesome movie called East L.A. King.. it was sooo sad.. and good.. I loved it. haha, he keeps telling me that we should go out there when we get older together.. what a silly guy I have =)
Jesse makes me upset sometimes though.. I hate to say that... I dunno, it feels that we dont spend enough time together, but I guess that we'll have to work around that...cause today he's going to providence with him mom.. to go shopping and all that jazz. So we couldn't hang out.. I dunno.. so maybe I'll call up someone to chill.. Krisi wanted me to go over to watch the movie the Notebook cause apparently it will make me cry. One of the best movies that make me cry is I Am Sam.. oh my gosh, if you haven't seen that you need to!!
Well today, I dont think I am doing much, maybe me and Jesse can squeeze some time in together, if not oh well.. we'll survive. hehe.. anyways my grandparents are taking me and my sister to dinner tonite.. YAY.. I love them.. they are so funny!
<3Update more later lovies
P.S. I hate the fucking rain
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| *i HATE THE FUCKiN RAiN* |
[13 Oct 2005|02:49pm] |
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Oh my gosh, this is like the second day that there has been rain. It's a little depressing when you think about it. Just constant darkness. Never any sign of daylight. Damn... I hate it. I know I'm not the only one.
Anyways, yeah, today was ok. I forgot my books yesterday in my locker, so I did all my homework in homeroom... well.. copied Audrey's.. hehe I love Adela!!! ... yeah.. nothing really special today happened. I got my anatomy test back, and I failed miserably, someone help me out with that stuff!! :(...ohh.. and now I have people telling me that I need to take the PSATs.. goddammit, I dont have $23 to spare!
STiLL didn't get to see who the new math teacher is. We had Mrs.Turcotte, I love her. She lets us do whatever... Crystal went home early cuz she didnt feel good :*(.. I feel bad. Me, Kristi, Sam, Liz D, Tom and Ray talked for a good portion of math. Yeah.. not a very eventful day.. I gave Michele a dollar for her cancer fundraiser thingy. We were nice to eachother so.. it's a start.. I'm not going to be friends with her, but I wanna be on speaking grounds.. or like not even, I just want some shit to be let go, cause I dont need to get called down to the office for something that wasn't even going to go down. She told me on the phone that Rachel told her that I was going to pull her wig off.... ok.. I'm not that mean to do it in public.. maybe I thought about it.. but I would never do something that low. Believe it or not, I do feel bad that she's sick, and it's great she's getting better. I have respect for her for everything she did.. I dunno.. I just think that me and her and rachel all need to have a talk soon. Cause If she's right (that rachel told her).. then Rachel lied to my face, and I wont trust he ever again.. I dunno.. I think it should be let go.. kinda.. but I wanna know...
Well, I am waiting for Jesse to call me.. cause I heart that boy. hehe he's so awesome. Anyhoo.. we are going to hang out all weekend hopefully. Last weekend we really didn't get to...
Ohh and on the bus.. Cait put make-up on Chris.. hahah that was so awesome!
THANK GOD TOMORROW'S FRiDAY!!!
<3update more later lovies <3
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[12 Oct 2005|07:40pm] |
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Well today went pretty good. I wore some heels today to try and get used to them for my baby's berfday :)
I didnt get to see who my new math teacher was because we had Mrs.Turcotte again.. but she's cool. Me Kristi, Crystal, and Liz D and Sam, all sat making jokes and crap. it was awesome..
Jesse just called me YAY.. hehe.. I am so happy..I know that he doesnt mean to not call me all the time. He really likes me and I reallllllllllly like him, haha... he's amazing. I seriously dont know what I would do without that boy.
Well.. update more later..
<3Liz
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[11 Oct 2005|06:44pm] |
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Well, It's really sad... Joan passed away. I really liked her, and I know I didn't really know her that well, but it's still painful to know she's not with us anymore.... I dunno, I've just been feeling sad about that today. She was always nice to me. It hurts to say goodbye...
Well I went to My grandparents house for dinner today, and watched Oprah with them.. lol, I'm a geek I know .. hehe.. and now I'm just vegging out at home.. procrastonating on whether or not to do homework.
<3update more later
R.I.P. Joan, you'll never know how much you meant to everyone down here... you'll be missed deeply.
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| Yay...new one |
[11 Oct 2005|12:09pm] |
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Well yeah, this is just my journal thingy, just figured I'ld start doing it again, anyways, this weekend was good, I went to autumnfest, and saw a bunch of awesome people there, yeah.. so update more later
<3 Meeee
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